I think I have serious communication problems. Like half the time, on both MSN and normal situations, I sit around thinking of topics to talk about to the other person, always failing to find any. And when the other person says something, I usually just smile and nod. Goodness. Maybe I AM autistic. Or not that serious, introverted.

I guess that's the way I am, and sometimes I never feel like talking to anybody. And just sit around, stone and maybe stare at my handphone. Or do really weird actions like playing with my pen cap. Or be really hardworking and start doing homework. It's sometimes quite hard to explain my own behaviour.

Relationships are CHORES -.- Maybe I will start distancing myself from the rest of the world and start being a loner. Then I wouldn't have to worry so much, about all the people and things around me. Okay I am not worrying about people, I'm not that considerate. I worry about myself, that's what selfish people do.

Break the bonds.

I don't know what I am talking about (yet again). Maybe I am possessed.

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