Today, is the last day of school. Mixed feelings. Somehow the idea of school holidays doesn't seem to register in my mind. You see, I think my holidays are much more busier than school.

Jean asked if I could go back for NYPS GEP reunion. But looking at my schedule, I am apparently free on only 20thJune and Sundays. Goodness. And for the rest of the days, the earliest I reach home is 5pm and every single day something starts at 9am in the morning. Being extremely busy isn't a good thing Lynn, when your schedules crash it gets highly exasperating. Especially when one threatens to fire you, and another threatens to pull down your marks and your team members'. Then you, will get stuck in between, with a string tied loosely  on each, worrying that one day either one will break. Or both.

I think I worry too much. And sometimes I worry too excessively that when the whole incident was resolved I question myself why I used to worry about that incident. But it is an instinct to worry. I am afraid of facing new challenges. Afraid that when I climb up that steep slope, I stumble and fall down again. And injure myself, or even worse, break my limbs and never be able to do the same again. Then again, worrying is a part of life, isn't it?

Stress. Maybe that's why I'm getting fatter. When I am stressed I eat a whole lot of crap, and over these few years the crap accumulates to become the fats I now possess. Haha look, I am talking crap -.- But I am used to stress. And busyness I guess. Since young I have been trained to be busy -.- with another load of crap. Goodness my life involves LOADS of crap -.- crappy crap crap.

Well. I still love my life (: Looking forward to the holidays. And for the holidays to be over.  And New York trip. It seems so near. Yet so far. Haha.

Anyway.

End of sabbaticals today! -pops champagne- Journey through the Geo-World was okay, I made lots and lots of paper roses. With TzeHui's paper. Thank you TzeHui! Then Chinese speech training -.- Today was competition and I sucked (as usual). Anyhow crapped something out since it wasn't graded (okay wrong mindset, I know (: ). I do everything for grades huh. Anyway I am never good at giving speeches and stuff so who cares if I don't do well. Haha. I admire people who can do instant crapping -.- Or instant making-sensing. Pro pro pro. Especially that pro girl in our class. Forgot her name. I think she has talent. She talks like some professional emcee, excluding the pauses in her speech that is.

Today's morning assembly was highly interesting. There was this class (413 I think) who went up to do some Algorithm March. Damn cool, and cute too. Haha. TzeHui likes it alot I think. She called me to watch this video. Haha very amusing! And cute!

There. Haha. Told you it was cute. I was watching it then my brother passed by my com and laughed -.-

Going to do work. Bye.

Labels: Ramblings, School, Video